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Wednesday, June 30th, 2010

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    12:25a
    The stags line up against the wall, chat...
    The stags line up against the wall, chat cursorily with one another, and cut in to dance with either a girl they know or the girl of a man they knowHearn smokes a cigarette or two, quite bored, and then cuts in on a little blonde girl dancing with a tall blond clubman
    The gesture toward conversation:
    And your name is Betty Carreton, eh, where do you go to school?
    Oh, to Miss Lucy'sAnd then the barbarity he cannot forswearAnd does Miss Lucy tell you girls how to keep it until marriage?
    What did you say?
    More and more often this inexplicable humorSomewhere in the cavernous and undoubtedly rotten tissues of the collective brain of Al, of Jansen, of the magazine men, the college literary critics, in the aesthetes' salons, in the modern living rooms on the quiet back streets of Cambridge, there would be the unadmitted hunger to be bored and superior at a Brattle Hall dance, either that or go to Spain
    He thinks it out one nightHe can be chanel jumbo flap genuinely indifferent to the Brattle Hall thing because it is the Class AA minor league affair which all his training on the green lawns, at the dancing school, or riding at night in convertibles on the highways back of Cholive-oil, has satisfiedIt is for the others, the salon men, to be tortured and attracted by the extra quotient of wealth, the elaboration of social fences
    And about Spain he knows he is never seriousThat war is in its last spring, and there is nothing in himself he wants to satisfy by going there, no over-all understanding or compassion which he cares to satisfyThe graduation and class week is upon him, and he is cool and friendly to his parents, bored with them too
    What are you gonna do, Bob, don't you want any help? Bill Hearn asks
    No, I'm going to head for New York, Ellison's father promised me a job there
    This is quite a place, Bob, Bill Hearn says
    Yes, a funny four yearsAnd inside himself he is strainingGo away, leave me buy chanel bags aloneOnly he has learned not to say that out loud any longer
    For his thesis he has been given a magna: A Study of the Cosmic Urge in Herman Melville

    He functions easily through the next two years, sees himself consciously, amusedly as The Young Man in New YorkHe is first a reader and then a junior editor at Ellison and Co Harvard, New York Extension, as he terms it, and a room and kitchenette in the East SixtiesOh, I'm just a literary con man, he will say
    I can't tell you how I've slaved over the thing, the lady historical novelist says to himI was so worried about the motivations of Julia, such an elusive bitch, but I think I achieved the effect I hungered for in her, the one who worries me, however, is Randall Clandeborn
    Yes, Miss Helledell, two more of the same, waiterHe lights a cigarette, revolving slowly in the leather arc of their round boothYou were saying, Miss Helledell?
    Do you think Randall comes across?
    Randall Clandeborn, mmm(Now chanel purses which one was he?) Ay, yes, I think he's successful on the whole, but perhaps you need a little sharper definition on himWe can discuss that when we get back to the office(After the drinks he will have a headache To be frank, Miss Helledell, I'm not really worried about your characters, I know they'll come across
    Do you think so, MrHearn? Your opinion means an awful lot to me
    Oh, yes, it's a very successful job
    And George Andrew Johannesson, how is he?
    Well, to tell you the truth, Miss Helledell, I should prefer to discuss it when we've got the manuscript between usI remember the characters perfectly but I'm awfully bad on namesIt's one of my faults for which you'll have to forgive me
    And there is always the game of mentally plucking, one by one, all the feathers in her hat
    Or the young serious novelist, not quite good enough, he has decidedGodfrey, I think you've got a damn good book there and it's a damn shame that publishing exigencies being chanel jumbo flap bag what they are, this is not quite the season, perhaps in thirty-six, it would have been a classic if it had come out in the twenties, George, for example, liked it a hell of a lot
    Yeah, I understand, but still it seems to me you could take a chance, after all, that crap you put out, I understand, bread and butter, but a serious book is a publisher's only excuse for being
    Sure, it's a damn shameSipping his drink mournfullyYou know if you intend to do another book we're awfully interested in it

    The weekends in the summer:
    You have to talk to Carnes, what a delicious humorI don't mean he's quaint or anything like that, he's a man in his own right of course that's perfectly apparent, but as a gardener he's a findEven the natives consider him one apart, with that Lancashire accent of his -- If i' twere rainin' soup, there Ay'd be stahndin' with a fork in me hand, his hostess says, putting down her drink
    And across the porch the gossip is easily christian dior saddle overhea

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